Realization

I've come to realize that my boobs:
Are perfect albeit small.

I've come to realize that when I talk:
I swear far too much.

I've come to realize that, when I love someone:
It is deep, true and almost painful.

I've come to realize that I need:
To relax. Life is too short to hold this many grudges.

I've come to realize that I've lost:
Myself.

I've come to realize that I hate it when:
I feel I don’t know what I am doing and I should.

I've come to realize that if I'm drunk:
I talk FAR too much and giggle even more.

I've come to realize that money:
Isn’t going to make me happy.

I've come to realize that people:
Can cut you deeper than you ever thought possible.

I've come to realize that I'll always be:
Crabby in the morning and a little rough around my ooey gooey center.

I've come to realize that I have a crush on:
My husband and he still gives me butterflies.

I've come to realize that the last time I cried I was:
Last week when I admitted I couldn’t handle it all by myself.

I've come to realize that my cell phone is:
On 24/7.

I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning:
I regret not finishing school and doing a job I love.

I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night :
Most nights I fall asleep praying.

I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
How proud I am of my brother and how sad I feel for the parents who have to bury their son on Thursday.

I've come to realize that babies:
Are more difficult to make than I had hoped, but well worth the wait.

I've come to realize that when I get on Myspace:
I get jealous of other people’s children.

I've come to realize that today I will:
Just exist because I don’t have the energy to do more than that.

I've come to realize that tonight I will:
Have far too much to do but it is necessary to try and forget how lonely I am.

I've come to realize that tomorrow I will:
Be thankful that it isn’t Monday.

I've come to realize that I really want to:
Be better than I am today.