Disgrace

I can't sleep. I can't get my thoughts straightened out. I found my muse, but I think he spent far too much time in the SoCo bottle because nothing is making sense right now. So I am defaulting to another meme. Sorry.


Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby?: As far as I know, yes.

Were you the first?: Definitely not.

Who was present at your birth?: Well I know my mom and I were there for sure. And I'm guessing a doctor and maybe some nurses.

Were your parents married when you were born?: Yep.

What is your birthdate? August 26. I'm a virgo.


Part 2: The Family

Are you parents married or divorced? They are married.

An only child?: Definitely not. I'm 3/4.

If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: I have an older sister (Jeannie), an older brother (Rick) and a younger brother (Will). This does not count the many surrogate brothers I have gained over the years either.

What are your sibling's names?: See above. Well that's not their "real" names, but that's all you get to know.

Which parent do you get along with best?: Definitely my mom.

What do you fight about? With who? The subject matter changes on a day to day basis and it depends on who I'm speaking with.

Do you have step parents?: No, but I do have a couple sets of amazing couples that filled in from time to time.

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend? Yes. It's hard not to when your siblings are as awesome as mine.

What do you like to do when you are together? A crazy assortment of things really. Jo and I like Whack-A-Mole or wine and Grey's Anatomy. My sister and I shop. Oh boy can we shop. Rick and I usually eat. Well I cook and he eats. Will and I watch ridiculous movies and quote them until people get so annoyed they leave. I really think a true friend is someone that you can do just about anything with and have yourself a good laugh or two. Now that, that's JB. He can make just about anything fun.

Do you share the same interests?: In one way or another.

Which friend can you tell anything to?: Pretty much all of them.


Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?: Well, there are times where I am very confident and then there are times that confidence barely exists.

Do you get depressed about things easily?: I'm not sure I get depressed about things, but my moods can swing pretty low some days and can be triggered by the silliest little things. Thankfully I have someone to give me a scolding.

Are you an extrovert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)?: Again, I think I should have been a chameleon because I can be the entertainment and I can sit back and observe. I am seemingly a very mood driven person.

Are you happy?: Yes. In fact I am.

Do you live life to the fullest?: I am trying to do more of that.

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look?: My scars tend to get to me from time to time, but then I realize that they are part of who I am. Part of my story. And it helps that every year they get lighter. Then again, I am a woman, I could come up with at least 5 things I would love to change faster than you can say perfection.

Describe your hair? Always straight. Usually dark brown. Always soft. Never the same length for more than 6 months.

How do you dress? Well usually one leg at a time. Har har har. No really, I would say I dress comfortably. There is nothing better than an old pair of jeans and a t-shirt. And don't get me started on the Nike's. Love them.

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?: Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha *gasp* ha ha ha ha... yes.

What did you used to love that you no longer do?: Bananas. I can't love them. :( Or avocados and salsa. I had that for dinner and then got a week long flu. It wasn't pretty.

Do you have the same friends?: I still have some friends from back in the day. We don't talk as often as I would like, but we never miss a beat when we do get together.

Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?: Lots of stuff. Some funny, some sad and some just so so so so SO very wrong.

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?: My ambition? I am learning about myself and getting happy.

Are you scared of growing old?: Kind of. I'm terrified of the day that I realize that my body can't keep up with my mind or the other way around.

Do you want to get married?: Yes, some day I do want to get married again.

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?: They each have their perks. The outdoors reveals so much beauty and splendor and the indoors has comfy couches and beds. And air conditioning.

Favorite Season: They all have their perks, but fall might be my favorite. It is so pretty here in the fall.

Do you like walking in the rain?: It depends. How warm is it outside?

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?: Definitely not.

What is your favorite food?: I can't pick just one thing! Are you kidding me?

What food makes you want to gag? Pea soup.

What is your favorite dessert? Again, why are you making me pick just one? But if I have to pick, chocolate covered strawberries. I swear I could eat a pound of them!

What is your favorite restaurant?: As of late, it has been Japanica, but it may be the company more than the food.

Are you a fussy eater? Heck no! I love food. I'm an equal opportunity eater.

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?: I'm not sure how to answer this one right now. I'm married, but separated.

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?: Uh...

Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: It is one of them, yes.

Do you believe in love at first sight?: I don't, but I know some people do. I don't think it takes long to realize there is something there, even if it does take some people longer than others.

Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences?: Honestly, being there for the birth of my nephew. Some may think its really odd to be that close to my sisters unmentionables, but it was such a huge honor to be there for her emotionally and physically.

What was one of the worst?: Begging for something someone couldn't and wouldn't give me.

Have you ever done drugs? Nope. Nothing illegal anyway. The last few days have been a dayquil/sudafed haze.

Have you ever thought you were going to die?: Yes. Only once and it had nothing to do with windshields or car accidents.